Its been a while. Damn, im rotting away yet again. So far, I have only done everything for english. But I like watching the bigshots speak quite a bit. They were really entertaining in their speeches. Other than that, Im quite unsuccessful. I guess I will have to clear everything up tomorrow, or tomorrow's tomorrow.

Hmm what thoughts have been in my head recently? Not much. Maybe we will go with the Ren Ci probe case. Its quite sad to see both major charity organisations go down, NKF and Ren Ci. They have done quite a bit to help all those sick and elderly peeps. But then again, whos to blame? I dont think they were essentially bad; they just got a little bit greedy, thats all. We all get a little greedy sometimes, dont we? Greed is a very powerful emotion or whatever it is. I think everyone would agree. It can make you go wild and do all sorts of things. Was Durais punishment too harsh? Its hard to say. But the other side of the argument is that, since they have alreadi done so much to help these people, dont they deserve some kind of a reward? They set out to help them, and they did, so they should be allowed to well, get a bit of the reward. Im a little inclined towards this but Im still reserving judgement.

Another thought to ponder on. This ones somewhat linked to the first. I was reading about the English comprehension when this thought came to me. It was about a national soccer match between two countries. Then there was a follow up passage on how sport has evolved from mere fun to competitve 'warfare'. Its essentially about how people have lost sight of the true purpose of sport. I think the reason I found it very appealing was because that was my case. Ive been so obsessed aiming to make the team that Ive forgotten the fun in it. Failure to make it just numbed the fun and enjoyment in the sport. Its sort of a mini epiphany, not a very big one. On a macro level, thats whats happening all around. Nuclear warfare from science, drugs from medicine, capitalism from money, hacking from new age technology. These are all things that have either been misued or have lost their true purpose or meaning. Once again, I dont know how to conclude. Im bad at it, but I will try by just saying that some things arent the way they are supposed to be and thats just a pity.

Well, thats a brain-ful of thoughts. Like I said, its been a while. Well, back to the pressing matters. I dont have to spell it out, do I?