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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Hiiiiiiiiii. I just played the piano. It felt so good. Finally everything went smoothly. Lol, it usually ends up with me literally crashing the piano. Okay not so literally. I even tried out songs that I dont need to, as in not designated for class. COol. However, I have yet to start on my homework. Wahahaha. Okay im high. Right now I dont care lol. Oh yeah, we had durians for supper just now. My dad bought them since he found them cheap. He says its the durian season so theres abundant quantity and premium quality durians on sale. Its nice of course. We hadnt eaten durian together for quite a long time.

In spite of my rather high mood so to speak, I have come up with another philosophical paragraph. LOL, I just like writing about these kind of stuff, or shyt. I have given it some thought for quite a while alreadi. Now for the real thing. I realised that there are many fine lines between contrasting qualities. These qualities are not exactly constrasting but more of different in their nature ie. positive or negative. Im not very sure how to put it but I think the idea is there. Lol, the idea is there. So familiar o.O. Okok, enough.

Confidence vs Arrogance.
Assertiveness vs Aggressiveness.
Admiration vs Jealousy.
Concern vs Control.

Eh I cant think of anymore. I came up with a lot before... I guess its too late in the night alreadi. Well, I think you get the point. When black and white mix, gray is formed. Thats why its called the gray area, where its not clear and definite where an action or attitude belongs. I think a lot of people belong to the gray areas. Or maybe not. Lol.

Hmm I realised Im beginning to use a lot of fragments. I think I shouldnt. Later I revert back into the old way I write. It was totally fragmented and ah lian type. LOL, the ah lian epiphany was when samswee commented on my language while I was talking to him. I guess it was really, really ah lian. Im not attacking all those supposed 'ah lians' out there. Its fine with me. I just think standard english suits me better. Lol, yeah I was a poser trying to talk like some freak. Uhhh.

Its 1am, around the usual time that I go to bed. Homeworks a big problem. Hahaha. Lalala. Omg so babyish. Stop.

posted by _Nich0las_ @ 12:47 AM