Theres not much to say, so lets recount todays RCIY. It was quite interesting, again something slightly different from usual. The main highlight, at least for me, was the human knot game and the freeze frame thingy. The human knot is what everybody does in camps or workshops to promote teamwork and yada yada. Lol, it was quite messy as it is always and ermm, suddenly one of my facilitators shouted "I think my bra came off." Lol, as you can see they are quite open and this just shows how close they are. I didnt say her name cause Im very cautious with my words (if its alreadi not obvious) in case shes not too happy with it. Lol, so thoughtful. The freeze frame thingy featured my group acting a marriage scene. Lol, there were onli two guys including me and somehow or another I became the groom. Lol, truth be told, I enjoyed my role even though the entire thing was retarded. The bride was not bad too. LOL, hint of d-e-s-p-o. Oh yeah, there was also mr smart alex sanjeeth (correct?) and his "community" answers. Lol.

Okay now comes my ranting. I really hate myself for thinking too much and not being able to just talk. Lol, rant rant rant. This is not going to be short. I couldnt talk at all today. Not that I did the previous times but comparatively, today just sucked. Lol, my bloody mouth remained shut. After the session ended, I followed the early leavers and just left. I wanted to stay, yet I left. LOL, STUPID. But then again, this kind of problems are so tiny and insignificant. Compare them to the predicament of the victims of the Sichuan earthquake or whatever natural disaster or the sickly dude at kidney dialysis centre. Its like what they are facing totally overshadows what we, or I, am facing. So its a paradox. These poor guys are facing life and death or dangerous situations while we are fretting over the tiniest of our problems. Stupid. I dont know where this is going so Im going to stop.

Im in deep shyt. Yes, its homework, what else could it be. Its exhilarating yet daunting. And I realised that piano was fun a bit too late. The holidays are coming to a closure. Alamak, well its never too late. Soon the project dudes will be home from their holiday getaways and I shall go find them for work. Lol, until then its just homework crash course.

Honestly, I have a fear. I fear that RCIY will end.