The holidays are officially here. Yeah, and boo. Somehow, schools sometimes seems a better place than home. I think people are gradually starting to realise that. Other than the absorption of knowledge that we all loathe, the atmospheres really quite lively and welcoming. It makes me feel at home in the very least. Not at home at home, but comfortable. Lol, so lame. Previously, I was contented with my comp and PS2, like some game freak or geek. Now I realise theres more to that. It sounds so cliche, but I think its true. No training till the last week of holidays and that means less time with my assholic seniors and irritating juniors. Lol. I have kind of drawn up a simple plan (I just realised, SIMPLE PLAN) for my abundant free time. Newspapers, discovery channel, national geographic, fictional books, illegal movies, dota, and not forgetting homework make up most of it. As always, there are still lots of gaps to be filled, and I do need help with that. Lol, I shant go on.

Hmm Jeson just sent me an email regarding the Physics Performance Task. He finished it! Lol, its one day into the holidays and he already finished it! And whats his reason? He was bored. I cant comprehend him. Not entirely, that is. I suppose he takes joy in learning, like we are all supposed to but cant find the determination to. Well, that means one less task for me, and for ben chiam too. Lol, yeah.

Ermm I dont know what to say. Weekends been boring for me. Like I said, I just didnt have time to think and reflect in the past. Let me just briefly share my usual weekend schedule previously. On friday night, after training ends around 5.30 or so, I would go home, have dinner, then go for my personal coaching at 7pm. Yeah, I know, I haD personal training but I still suck. Booo, I feel so useless. Anyway, I would go home, tired, game a bit, then sleep at about 12. Saturday morning will be as usual I will be somewhere where I wont say, afternoons free and at night I would go for taekwando. Afterwhich I will just play basketball with some random people since its at the b-ball court, reach home at 10 and similarly sleep at 12. Sunday. 11.30 go to church (at that time I still blindly went), lunch and have music lessons from 2-4. Then Im pretty much free apart from the family dinner tradition. It may not really seem tight in words, but it really is. Although there are like breaks in between, I cant really do much with them. Now, I have switched the personal training to group training to saturday afternoons, cancelled my saturday morning appointments, left the taekwando class, ponned church since the start of the year (or rather go for RCIY on friday nights), and continued my music lessons. But I have been skipping group training for a while due to various reasons. Effectively, now I just have RCIY on friday nights and music lessons on Sunday. See how my monotonous weekends have evolved into relaxed space and allowed me to reflect a lot on my life. The reflection part can be seen throughout all philosophical, or rather emo, posts since I started this blog.

Yeah, I hope hope my holidays will not revolve around my simplistic plan. Really. REally. REAlly. REALly. REALLy. REALLY.