Finally my lifes looking up. Today I finally got back a satisfactory test result after all the maths, chemistry and physics disappointments in which I havent been performing as well as I expected to. I wont say anything more for fear of Chiaps relentless blabbering. Lol, joking. I have begun to learn more about my faith, I have made new friends in school and at camp, my grades are gradually improving and I experienced a rather pleasant birthday. Since secondary 1, I have noticed that my life, at least academic life, always starts with me all high and mighty, then I drop to a state of depression and angstness, and followed by a gradual rise till the EOYS. This year my drop and rise has come a little earlier than usual but I hope it will continue till the end of the year as it should. I hope I will be like Lai Chee Keen, who was apparently damm emo about everything for the first half of the year and started to brighten up later on. Maybe I need to cherish things more. Yeah, I think thats it.

Hmm today received a belated birthday card from Mr Law, CLE teacher, cause I wasnt in school the week before. Although I dont know him very well, I believe hes quite a nice teacher, especially after what hes done today. I was quite surprised actually. To be honest, I thought he was quite biased. Well, I guess he lives up to his name of being one of the best teachers in RI.

There are many hard decisions and dilemmas in life. A lot of ideals often come into conflict with each other, be it friendship vs personal gains or personal interest vs obligations. I guess theres really no easy way out in these kinds of situations. It requires a lot of consideration and weighing to really make the right decision, or even sometimes there is no definite answer. Today my group was faced with a slightly minor decision of sorts. I dont know whats with me and this preachy paragraph, but just ignore it if it sounds like Im bragging.

Yeah, the long-awaited June holidays are finally approaching. Everyones talking about this camp that camp and other obligations, mainly CCA-related. I feel so left out. My CCA doesnt have training till the last week of the holidays, apparently cause the coach is somewhere back in his hometown, and we still have yet to organise a camp. Come to think of it, there hasnt been a single camp for my CCA since I joined. Lol, pitiful. As for the June holidays itself, I think Im gonna be just idling at home. I dont have a plan or anything and I really dont know what to do. Anyone want to go LAN or watch movie or do whatever stuff? Im really very free (apart from the homework obligations). Im fine with anything. Sorry, my despo urge again.

Well, thats it. You can see the amount of free time that I have from the length and frequency of my posts. They are really getting longer and more frequent. Is that good or bad? I think it works both ways. Yeah, thats it.